Wang, one of my fellow hometown, called this afternoon, wanting to say thanks to me for my forwarded message about the Xiang-Dang meeting together on May. Then we talked telephone for a while. He gave me a great compliment to my blogs and some of thoughts that are indicated in my blog.
I do not know how he knows my blog where I wrote somehow professional one. I was feeling a little bit wierd and so embarrassying. I just would like to be plain friends. It is uncomfortable to be some sort of different person.
It is so unnatural to express myself and you have to pay more attention to your polite attitude. Even you have to keep silent most of times to let them speak. In fact, how I like to speak out what I am thinking. Anyway, it is not funny at all.
Moreover, I am wondering who I am. The one who is intelligent, senstive, sharp woman as exposed in my blog or the one, who is plain, funny, active woman in life, no one want to pay attention to.
I prefer to the last one. I just want to be myself, totally free.
So, who am I?
To practice my English, I am starting to write everyday life in English. It is not very easy, but a good trial. |
